I often begin each blog with a very typical (for me anyhow) "I'm sorry for not writing very often..." blah, blah, and oncce more, blah. However, I will not take that cliche route this time around the structuaral writing race track. I haven't wrote recently because of laziness and lack of ambition. I'm not going to let it get to me. I'll write when I can and when I feel the need. Forced writing is bad writing. Whenever I write I hope to be able to write what I truly feel and when I truly want to. I sit down now at 12:29AM on a monday morning ready to write; I know fully that I have a twelve hour day of work ahead of me starting at 6:00AM, but that does not concern me write now. And now I begin...
Allow me to reintroduce myself, my name is Ned. I write and take pictures. I work, but do not have a job. I go to college but do not understand why. I have direction in my life, just no map. I can write down things about myself, but do not truly know who I am. I am single. Where I belong I do not know.
Bland, boring, slightly depressing, non-interesting; words that describe the paragraph just above this one. Forget that. I wonder quite often how I can write like I have in the past. I look back to previous blogs and thoughts that I through into cyberspace VIA blogger.com and see things that I feel that I cannot accomplish anymore. Yet what is inside of us never leaves, it just finds a new place to reside within. It makes it harder to understand who we are and what we have become. But what is more important is who we feel we are supposed to be. It's time to put away some of the bull that I feel hinders me, and do what I like. Do what I know I can, and not let others decide for me.
I'm ready for something new. Living in triviality and indecision is ignorance. Embracing what you love is bliss.
Nathaniel Drew Kimmel
Allow me to reintroduce myself, my name is Ned. I write and take pictures. I work, but do not have a job. I go to college but do not understand why. I have direction in my life, just no map. I can write down things about myself, but do not truly know who I am. I am single. Where I belong I do not know.
Bland, boring, slightly depressing, non-interesting; words that describe the paragraph just above this one. Forget that. I wonder quite often how I can write like I have in the past. I look back to previous blogs and thoughts that I through into cyberspace VIA blogger.com and see things that I feel that I cannot accomplish anymore. Yet what is inside of us never leaves, it just finds a new place to reside within. It makes it harder to understand who we are and what we have become. But what is more important is who we feel we are supposed to be. It's time to put away some of the bull that I feel hinders me, and do what I like. Do what I know I can, and not let others decide for me.
I'm ready for something new. Living in triviality and indecision is ignorance. Embracing what you love is bliss.
Nathaniel Drew Kimmel
take what you have and use it, take what you don't have, but need, and make it useable
posted by Ned at 11:29 PM
1 Comments:
Well Nathaniel, it seems we are in a bit of the same hitch. You however have found words to express the quagmire self-pity so eloquently it sounds almost romantic. What I want to know is who watered down the Chevez?
I am impressed with the verbal clarity you possess; to shape into written form what has long laid heavy on my heart. Pressing down deep into the meat of my soul and yet void of description or identity.
Thank you.
Interestingly, your sign yourself as Nathaniel. Good work son.
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