MY hair is falling out, my nails are being bitten, my teeth are grinding, my bodily hygiene has degraded, and I'm curled up in a sphere like position in the corner in just my underwear, which of course are now loose-fitting due to the lack of nutrition. I am nervous. I am white as a ghost because I have an Interview today. I wish to obtain a job at the fine establishment that many call Sears. I call it, "joy." Sears is a joyous place, therefore I named it "joy." Who am I kidding... I don't want to work at Sears. It basically all that I've got. I NEED A JOB!! And this is where my helplessness has embedded itself! At the Indiana Mall. I never thought I'd work at the mall, and I still might not! Which is why I am so incredibly nervous. I feel that if I am meant to get the job, I will. If not? I won't get it. Simple as that. But I NEED money. The source of all happiness is at my fingertips, but will I grasp hold of it? Not until I obtain this job. I MUST!

Sometimes there are signs in life that let you know whether or not things go well. For example, if I'm at my interview today and it somehow ends with the interviewer throwing his or her freshly brewed cup of boiling hot coffee in my face, it most likely did not go well. However, if it ends with a shake of the interviewer and my hands, and the words "We'll be calling you in a few days about your schedule and training" are spat out, that's a good sign! I hope to be identifying these signs today so I will know whether or not I could have possibly gotten the job. I truly hope that I can get this job. If you think about little ol' neddy today? Pray for him. Pray for him to be prepared and not nervous. Thankyou! I know all you faithful readers will do this.

On an extremely happy note, my brother is home! Ben has returned home and so has the gladness and joy to my heart! I missed him so much!! So much that he made it into my blog! I even think that today's picture will feature Benny boy! Perhaps a photo of him and I, relaying the good times that we spent to you, the reader. Now that he is home, I am now prepared to have the best summer of my life. With my great hopes and expectations, I plan on going boating and fishing a lot with my brother and friends, perhaps a camping trip thrown in there somewhere. Its a beautiful day outside and I plan on enjoying it! Enjoy Yourself.


NDK


Whenever a sunset or a poem won't cut it, just apologize for once to the girl---Ned Kimmel